Hey,

My photography seems to be going a litte ka ka at the moment, I'm currently exploring, to trying to anyway, the different emotions people go through during heartbreak, depression, extreme sense of loss etc. but the problem is I just can't seem to be able to capture whats in my head in the real world, at the moment i'm using a white sheet, my camera and Microsoft's basic editing software (I really need to get some proper software). So there may be a few werid pictures coming soon, but it's just my attempt to capture my emotions on film.

I've started with Strength as today would have been the third aniversary of the first kiss my now exgirlfriend and I shared and our proper three years would have been in a few days time, so I think that even though all the other typical emotions are there, it is strength that is whats keeping me going, though where it's coming from I have no idea. I have two or three ideas which I'm going to work on over the next week, so will hopefully have at least one or two up by the weekend. I don't know which order they will be, but I'm hoping they will translate well. Please let me know what you think as I submit them. There may be some disturbing material posted, after all I don't think it's possible to explore heartbreak without exploring the depression that goes with it, but I will warn you if I'm going to.

Phew that was a bit longer than I expected, sorry about that.

Alun